Beautiful Disaster.

YMonday, September 19, 2005
im not supposed to hate now rite??

haha..oh well..werk was fine...i gota close GOURMET tonight!!yikez!
my WORST station of all. the last time i tried closing, i only managed to end at 5.30AM!

i wonder how long i will take tis time around wit all the stock comin in..haha
it's gona beee funnnn...never had challenge in werkin before..yepz!!!

as u can tell..im havin a positive mindset now..=)

just livin life as it pass..and lovin every minute of it..
im not werkin that much now..wana rest and just stay at home and keep up wit wat i've missed..my sisters..my dad..my mum..my beautiful niece and nephew...
werk have been takin so much of time that i dun have any time spent on them..

im gona go get ready fer werk now..and yeah..

remember when i asked why must things happen for a reason??
--well i watched a movie..and it said that

sometimes..things just happen..

so thingss doesnt always happen for a reason now aye?

that's good news..hehe
take care now! i'll be blogging about closing the gourmet station tmr!!
_callous_ was here with you at 9:33 PM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.